Posts Tagged ‘point zero’
I’ve had enough, and more than enough problems to solve. But why don’t they leave me alone? Why do I have to solve the same problems over and over again? Why some of them never seem to go away? Why do they multiply? I mean, when I thought I found a solution, the problem, all of a sudden, seemed bigger. That makes me doubt my plan and my goal, and I start to question myself “Where did I go wrong? Am I aiming for something wrong? Have I drawn the wrong plan?” But so far, I haven’t found any reasonable answer to my questions, because I’m still fighting and trying to solve the same issues. Not sure what to do. Shall I give up? Shall I have a new goal? Shall I have a new plan? I don’t know. I actually worked on different plans, and none worked. You know what worked? Giving up. Yes. Weird, isn’t it? Well, I had few things I wanted to accomplish or have in my life; but just when I convinced myself (after so many trials to achieve them) that I won’t have those, my wishes were granted in the simplest ways ever. So, now, a couple of things are bugging me, and I’m almost in plan Z, shall I give up and wait for a miracle? I have no idea what to do. Tired, lost and confused.
You have to make a decision concerning a certain subject. You thought about everything, evaluated your choices and made up your mind. The result? You’re either happy and satisfied, or made the wrong decision and paying a high price for that.
But let’s say you made the right decision, and you’re 100% sure that it’s the right thing to do. Your hard work is paying off; and you start cultivating the fruits of your choice. You’re happy and working hard to stay on the same track and make things better by the minute. You seem to be very close to fulfilling your dreams, when suddenly and unexpectedly you find yourself back on level zero. Level zero means: weigh your options and evaluate them. You’re back to decision-making just when you thought you’re done with that.
C’est la vie, I guess.